we are lost

hey frens!
i’m sure you all heard that eight second song clip twenty one pilots released last night.
i almost cried when i listened to it for the first time.

i thought i would share some photos i took a few days ago, that, after hearing the clip, i took another look at them and saw them in a new way.

(ahhhhh the hiatus might be over on friday!!!)

scared of my own image, scared of my own immaturity, scared of my own ceiling, fear might be the death of me, fear leads to anxiety, don’t know what’s inside of me
doubt – twenty one pilots


you say things with your moth cobwebs and flies come out
lovely – twenty one pilots


take me up, seal the door, i don’t want to march here anymore. i realize that this line is dead, so i’ll follow you instead.
march to the sea – twenty one pilots


where we’re from, there’s no sun, our hometown’s in the dark. where we’re
from, we’re no one
hometown – twenty one pilots


the windowsill looks really nice, right? you think twice about your life, it probably happens at night, right? fight it, take the pain, ignite it
holding on to you – twenty one pilots


why won’t you let me go? do i threaten all your plans, i’m insignificant
ode to sleep – twenty one pilots

tbh, twenty one pilots isn’t just even music for me anymore. they were the first band i got into that makes music that really means something. there has to be a reason truce is the only thing that can make me fall asleep when i wake up at 2 a.m.


i love you all very much, you’re so important to me.
remember to drink water, take your meds, and brush your teeth.

stay alive



slow it down for a second, would you?

hey there.
sorry for the short hiatus. i was visiting my grandparents for the past 11 days
and had no internet access.

i’m an open book with a torn out page and my ink’s run out. i want
to love you but i don’t know how
neptune – sleeping at last

songs seem to fill the hollow shell that is left of me in a way just saying
words never could.

don’t ask my opinion, don’t ask me to lie, then beg for forgiveness for making you cry. cause i’m only human after all, don’t put the blame on me.
human – rag’n’bone man

i sometimes wonder how humanity still exists. all we do is cause wars and create chaos.
i have not been on this earth very long, yet i am already tired of it.

today, day, i want to go away, way. cause things are too fast now. i want to be in slowtown.
slowtown – twenty one pilots

summer has just begun, yet it feels as if it will be gone tomorrow. i lie in my bed at light wondering if i will ever have the courage to do something bold enough to
leave a lasting mark.


everyday brings more pressure and fear than the last.
i just wish life could slow down.

today i am a year older.
the number will change.
i can only hope i will change with it, or i will be left behind.

stay alive